We feel the pain with you as per your inability to cross over.
In respect to your crucial question, although you have not stated your result, this may give me knowledge about your performance in order to forecast when.
My sincere advice is that you pay now as your membership has not expired, but prepare to do the exam when you really know all the 42 processes ITTO without memorizing them, also get the concept of PMIism very well(I would have said a month or two months’ time but your daily schedule activities are only known to you).
The materials you used were not stated, this will help me to know if you need more informative materials that may be of help to you.
Gbolahan,PMP.